Saturday, June 17, 2006
episode 2second and third day of school is never looking up...
Thursday:
well, we met our subject teachers already...and a new seat plan...and what a shame!!!! that Chavez guy's my seatmate!!!! argh!! I hate it!!! I already know him...he's worse than Ivan when it comes to attitude...well...I also talked with Melissa[Mel for short]...and with Jayne...uhmm...well, not much about them...CAF class...gosh!! Ms. Jojo...she looked like a terror teacher...and would you believe she just gave us our first long assignment...grrrrrrrr...but here's a good moment...when she grouped us...I met 3 girls who are my groupmates...well, I think they're kind and friendly...and they also asked me that "diba ikaw yung magaling kumanta at matalino pa?!"...gosh!!! they know me pala...and I found out something...they're from the same section when we're in first year...Perugia...which means they're close to Puppyluv...gosh!!! is this a blessing or what?!...a memory from Puppyluv?!...well, nothing really about them...i didn't even think that we're gonna be friends..anyway...they're Mel, Ate Ai & Abbie...I was so sad during lunch time because NJACADA's incomplete...Dana, Aika & Gem didn't join us...seems like they have new friends already...and Chynna has Cza & Danielle to hang out with...
Friday
well..as usual...not looking up....still a loner...during the assembly a while ago...when we're about to go back to our classroom...I caught up with Ivan & Kim [since Elizabeth's beside Thomas]...I admit it...they're sweet...I miss Ivan's attitude already...get it?! his friendly attitude...and when I bid 'hi' to him...he showed his serious look again [tapos parang ang sama pa ng tingin ni Kim]...pati ba naman si Ivan mawawala na rin sa akin?!...oh how I wish Margaret's back...good thing there's still NJACADA with me...oh yah!!! Ivan's seat is in front of Gela's pala...hai!!! good thing!!!...they're not loners anymore...by the way, Nina, Gela and I went to our good old classroom of ii-Margaret...well, still the same...but not the same people anymore...in the school bus...everything changed since Jamaix went away...Natalie tranferred na rin pala...we're few already...I'm already quiet there...the only people who bond there are Lorraine, Colleen & Sherwin...the rest of us are just quiet...
If I'm really meant to live my life alone...and if I'm meant to pursue my dreams alone...then I'll take it...I know it's hard but it's for my own good too...and this is not forever anyway right?!...I know I can make it without them for a while...
"grew up in a small town and when the rain would fall down...i just stared out my window...dreaming of what could be and if I'd end up happy I would pray...trying not to reach out but when I'd try to speak out...felt like no one could hear me...wanted to belong here but something felt so wrong here..so I pray I could breakaway...I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly...I'll do what it takes 'til I touch the sky...I'll make a wish...take a chance...make a change and breakaway...out of the darkness and into the sun but I won't forget all the ones that I loved...I'll take a risk...take a chance...make a change and breakaway...wanna feel the warm breeze...sleep under a palm tree...feel the rush of the ocean...get onboard a fast train...travel on a jetplane far away and breakaway...buildings with a hundred floors...swinging around revolving doors...maybe I don't know where they'll take me but gotta keep moving on, moving on...fly away, breakaway...I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly...though it's not easy to tell you goodbye...I gotta take a risk...take a chance...make a change and breakaway...out of the darkness and into the sun but I won't forget the place I come from...I gotta take a risk...take a chance...make a change...and breakaway...breakaway...breakaway"
Joanne was here @ 11:38 AM
