Saturday, August 26, 2006
episode 5argh!!!!! Junior life is going from bad to worse...
grades are slipping up...especially in Music & CAF...there was this surprise quiz in Music and I don't even have complete notes to study...and Ms. D even included the life of Ryan Cayabyab which she gave only the day we're going to have the quiz...i failed and got a 14/30.....GRRRRRRRR!!!!!!
Aug.2...Literature class...Ms. Francis let us hear a song of the last leaf...then she let us draw something that symbolizes the song...I didn't know the song was about love...Nazario was seated beside me then he explained the song to me...he said that before the last leaf falls...your love will come to you...wow!!!! maybe i'm no longer prone to falling in-love that's why i didn't listen to the song at all...then Ms. Francis read some of the work of others...i don't know why...but i feel like there was 'spark' especially Nazario's beside me...then he said something like "it's time for me to tell you"...then Me-ann said "sagutin mo na kasi!!!!!" and Daqui asked "kayo na ba?"...i really felt something sparkling between us...
Aug.4...first friday mass....waaaaaaaah!!!!!!!! I joined the singing contest by accident!!!!!!!! this is what happened...I volunteered to read the Prayers of the Faithful of the mass so I was seated at the reader's seats...then Sir. Danny[the one responsible for the singing contest] approached me...I wasn't able to hear him well...I thought I still have to audition so I registered for the singing contest...then he suddenly said na wag na daw akong mag-audition....WAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!! oh no!!!!!!!!...that's against my resolution no singing in public....silly me!!!!! GRRRRR!!!!!...my conscience is killing me...my competitors did their best in the audition while me...i joined the contest without effort...=(...Nazario gave me another testi...he said there that he wants to tell me something important but it's not yet the time...i'm getting curious about it & i don't know why...
Aug.11...oh no!!!! exams next week!!!! gotta study now...Nazario told me something...he told me that he's feeling weird...=...i'm feeling that too...if only you know...
Aug.15-18...periodical exams!!!!....gosh!!! everything's difficult especially trigo & CAF....CAF!!!! GRRRRRRR!!!!!! I hate Ms. Jojo!!!!!!!! She gave us an exam with a right minus wrong!!!!!!!!!
then now...it's been 2 weeks since Nazario started ignoring me...i don't know why...jayne,alvin & daqui told me that he hates me...as if everything sparkling was just a dream...i guess this is my consequence for violating the resolution no boys allowed...daqui & ate ai told me to make the first move...jayne, nina & nica told me to let him do the first move because if i make the first move, he might think na hinahabol ko sya...while ivan & micah told me that it's better not to make the first move but if I can't resist him...making the first move is a good option too...nothing's wrong there...so I called him on the phone last night...this is a foolish decision but I'll give this foolish heart of mine a chance...so there...I told him everything...then he said that he's just concentrating on his studies that's why he no longer talks to me...that's officially weird!!!!!!!...alright!!!....I'll continue my life without him...
oh yah!!! it's ivan's birthday today!!!! oh well...I'll make him a testi...bye!!!!!
Joanne was here @ 8:46 AM
