Monday, October 30, 2006
episode 7I was afraid this time would come...facing my consequences for violating two resolutions...no boys allowed & no singing in public...
one of my resolutions is no boys allowed...the most important resolution...and i violated it...why did I have to let Nazario enter my life?!...I admit it...I regret it...I knew what I did was right when I snobbed him during CL/V class[see episode 4]...we were taking notes that time...I went near him 'coz I couldn't see the acetate from my seat...and suddenly he gave me compliments...remember? Freshman Idol?...ang ganda daw ng suot ko nun...ang galing ko daw kasi magaling na akong kumanta, matalino pa...tapos idol na daw nya ako...something like that...I want to entertain him but i remembered my resolution so instead I snobbed him...then he said sorry 'coz he was wacky...and I told him to just keep quiet 'coz we should be copying...but then I was killed by my conscience for snobbing him...so I promised not to snob him again...but then I remembered his compliments...I was flattered but I shouldn't be...only to find out that I'm falling for him and let him enter my life...we became so close to each other...then suddenly he started ignoring me...I hated myself for letting things happen...now I'm longing for him...only to receive a dreadful message from him...he told me that he loves somebody else...and my grades went down a lot because I keep on thinking about him...now this is the consequence that I'm facing...Nazario, just in case you're reading this...there's just one thing that you should know...know your real vocation...if you don't like a girl then don't let her like you...or if you want to be a priest then don't look at girls okay?!...i know you have a very high pride but you should know that...
another resolution that I violated...no singing in public...I accidentally joined the singing contest...now the consequence is...I lost the contest...I didn't even reached 3rd place...no regrets really but it hurts you know...
Elizabeth peepz got better compared to the previous episode...Felipe no longer bugs me that much...he still do but not that offending...Monique also...well...I don't really care if she backfights me or what...I'll just get even if she gets worse again...DJ...be a gentleman more...hm...even Daqui's irritated at him...Jayne...I admit it...She's starting to get to my nerves...she just don't know how I feel because she has never been in love...can't believe my own friend could do this to me...basta...kontrabida xa sa lovelife ko...lalo na kay Puppyluv...i hated it when she stopped me for looking for Puppyluv again when he came back [look below]
I just got close to Ate Ai these days...It's her debut already on Nov. 11...of course I'm invited...all I can say is she's nice to be with...same with Daqui...though she likes a belt for her birthday...hm...I'll just make a bracelet for her...it looks like a belt anyway...hehe...same also with Alexis and Kimmie...
Bout my studies...well...it's not that good I admit it...i flunked 2 quizzes in Chem...1 quiz in CAF and 1 quiz in Geom...AP's fine since I'm usually the highest in the class...like I said I'm facing the most terrible consequence right now that's affecting my grades...good thing the candle I made was just in time for checking...so sad...I might be dropped from the Candidates for honors...NO!!! keep believing!!!! I know I can still make it...I promise I won't let any boy come into my life again...
ooh!!!! someone came back...someone very special in my life...hmm...no one can really take his place...sorry Nazario!!!!...I'm totally over you...and I can't wait for summer to forget you completely...I admit it...I thought you were the one who can take his place because I thought you're just like him...but I'm completely wrong...in fact, you're the weirdest person that I ever met in my entire life...i don't bother bothering you anymore...and don't even think that I like you that much...don't talk to me and don't come back into my life again!!!!!!...who's that person?!?!?...DUH!!! It's Puppyluv...when I saw him, he knocked me off my feet...that's last Friday...the last day of exams...I went down from second floor for assembly then suddenly while I was walking [the middle part]...the Agatha peepz was like saying "Hi Sir!!!"...I was wondering...Sir who?...then I saw him...and said 'hi!' he came back!!!!...I don't care what people were saying about me...I just liked that moment even if he didn't talk to me that much...we were taking the exams already...the he passed by our classroom...good thing I'm near the window...he went near the window next to me...then said 'hi' again...thanks Puppyluv...even if I can't have you anymore...you mend my broken heart...now I can face the world again...no more the consequences...I'm totally me again...thank you Puppyluv!!!!!
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