Friday, June 30, 2006
episode 3well...i can say that school life's kinda looking up...i met a new certified friend...her name's Jayne...I already talked about her a little in the last episode...anyway, she has a twin sister, Joyce...well, nothing really...hehe...
well, let's start the line-up of happenings in 'Junior'...I was dreaming about Ivan before the day started...we we're talking through the phone then suddenly, we were disconnected and I woke up....what does that mean anyway?!...argh! it's monday again!(June 19)...I just don't wanna wake up and start the day in school...I'd rather demand a home class for myself than to go to school with strange new people around me...then there...I'm already at school...and, as usual, sad 'coz I don't know which people should I hang out with...peer pressure's in the air as usual...then Sir. Cris whisled which means it's time to go to the gym for the assembly...then I saw Chelzee so I went to the gym with her...then Encee also went along with us...Encee already put his things along the front in our line...so Chelzee and I just stayed along the front line...then we talked stuff...then Ivan came (of course, along the line of Thomas)...he was just a seat away from me...so he asked me to lend my CAF notebook to him to copy my assignment...since I am good to him even though he cannot be good to me (Sir. Vincent's quote),I lend him...then there...everything was going just ok...then discussions were okay...until Chemistry terror teacher Ms. Annie came...would you believe she still wants us to have fillers for our notes, seatworks and quizzes?!...argh! kaya nga may notebook eh!!!!!.... then I also had problem of buying an outline map since mine is incorrect and it's out of stock in the school supplies...dismissal time...Jayne and I went to the second floor...then I fetched Gela...and oh yah! Cza, Danielle & Chynna were already outside...and I asked them if they have extra fillers...but they weren't able to help....then I saw Ivan went outside their classroom...and of course, asked for fillers...he wasn't able to help either and he borrowed my CAF notebook again?!?!?!...like what I said a while ago...hai nako!!!...I have no choice...then let's call it a Monday...
I have many classroom rivals...you know...Josette and Silven...and so many boys bugged me during the two weeks...like Felipe who borrowed my saint bracelet overnight...Nazario [Gumba] who was kinda irritating and blackmailing me during the CL/V class...Silven who made fun of me after he scored one point higher than me in the Grammar diagnostic test...well, should I consider Ivan who I think I like him already?!...now I know the meaning of my dream...he's with me for a while now but he'll be gone slowly but surely...you know what?!...I tried to call him last Friday...then he told me that he's talking with someone else (I can't prove but I think he's referring to Janine)...I was so sad...I'm only a friend to him and nothing more...oh yah! I remember what happened a while ago...when the MMG peepz we're performing...Janine was there...then I heard Dana teasing Ivan "uyyyy!!!! c Janine o!!!!!"...ugh! why do I like him anyway if there's more reason not to like him?!...argh!! I currently have a problem right now...I don't know which club should I join since YRC no longer exist?!...wah!! please help!!!!!!!!!!
good thing I met new friends...currently close one is Jayne...next are Daqui, Me-an, Ate Ai and Milli...well, Elizabeth peepz are kind people naman eh for now...
Joanne was here @ 5:53 PM
Saturday, June 17, 2006
episode 2second and third day of school is never looking up...
Thursday:
well, we met our subject teachers already...and a new seat plan...and what a shame!!!! that Chavez guy's my seatmate!!!! argh!! I hate it!!! I already know him...he's worse than Ivan when it comes to attitude...well...I also talked with Melissa[Mel for short]...and with Jayne...uhmm...well, not much about them...CAF class...gosh!! Ms. Jojo...she looked like a terror teacher...and would you believe she just gave us our first long assignment...grrrrrrrr...but here's a good moment...when she grouped us...I met 3 girls who are my groupmates...well, I think they're kind and friendly...and they also asked me that "diba ikaw yung magaling kumanta at matalino pa?!"...gosh!!! they know me pala...and I found out something...they're from the same section when we're in first year...Perugia...which means they're close to Puppyluv...gosh!!! is this a blessing or what?!...a memory from Puppyluv?!...well, nothing really about them...i didn't even think that we're gonna be friends..anyway...they're Mel, Ate Ai & Abbie...I was so sad during lunch time because NJACADA's incomplete...Dana, Aika & Gem didn't join us...seems like they have new friends already...and Chynna has Cza & Danielle to hang out with...
Friday
well..as usual...not looking up....still a loner...during the assembly a while ago...when we're about to go back to our classroom...I caught up with Ivan & Kim [since Elizabeth's beside Thomas]...I admit it...they're sweet...I miss Ivan's attitude already...get it?! his friendly attitude...and when I bid 'hi' to him...he showed his serious look again [tapos parang ang sama pa ng tingin ni Kim]...pati ba naman si Ivan mawawala na rin sa akin?!...oh how I wish Margaret's back...good thing there's still NJACADA with me...oh yah!!! Ivan's seat is in front of Gela's pala...hai!!! good thing!!!...they're not loners anymore...by the way, Nina, Gela and I went to our good old classroom of ii-Margaret...well, still the same...but not the same people anymore...in the school bus...everything changed since Jamaix went away...Natalie tranferred na rin pala...we're few already...I'm already quiet there...the only people who bond there are Lorraine, Colleen & Sherwin...the rest of us are just quiet...
If I'm really meant to live my life alone...and if I'm meant to pursue my dreams alone...then I'll take it...I know it's hard but it's for my own good too...and this is not forever anyway right?!...I know I can make it without them for a while...
"grew up in a small town and when the rain would fall down...i just stared out my window...dreaming of what could be and if I'd end up happy I would pray...trying not to reach out but when I'd try to speak out...felt like no one could hear me...wanted to belong here but something felt so wrong here..so I pray I could breakaway...I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly...I'll do what it takes 'til I touch the sky...I'll make a wish...take a chance...make a change and breakaway...out of the darkness and into the sun but I won't forget all the ones that I loved...I'll take a risk...take a chance...make a change and breakaway...wanna feel the warm breeze...sleep under a palm tree...feel the rush of the ocean...get onboard a fast train...travel on a jetplane far away and breakaway...buildings with a hundred floors...swinging around revolving doors...maybe I don't know where they'll take me but gotta keep moving on, moving on...fly away, breakaway...I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly...though it's not easy to tell you goodbye...I gotta take a risk...take a chance...make a change and breakaway...out of the darkness and into the sun but I won't forget the place I come from...I gotta take a risk...take a chance...make a change...and breakaway...breakaway...breakaway"
Joanne was here @ 11:38 AM
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
episode 1well, first day of school didn't go out really well...okay...when I arrived at school...I really looked at my name in the list of sections if Ana was right that NJACADA's torn apart...I don't wanna believe Elizabeth's really my section and NJACADA's torn apart and even Gia & Ivan's not my classmates anymore...It's unbeleivable that non of your friends will be your classmates again...But what's done is done...nangyari na ang dapat mangyari...I saw the list of sections and Ana was right...Dana's at Agatha [poor her...her adviser is Ms. Jo]...I'm at Elizabeth...Chynna's at Hyacinth...Ana's at Jerome...Nina, Gem, Gia & Aika's at Salome...and Gela & Ivan's at Thomas...okay back to the story...after I saw the list of sections, I was wondering around the school and see of Ana's there already...she told me she's early so I was looking for her...then I saw Stella and the gang hanging there at the umbrella...then they pointed me to Ana...then I saw her with Gem!!!!...then Steph joined us and we sat at the swing...and we talked stuff...then we saw Nina...and she also joined us...then we went to see again the list at the gate 2...then I saw Gela & Ivan...Gela first approached us and then I saw Ivan, I approached him...and we did the same appear that we did during the last day last year...he was so serious and I didn't like that because it means he's sad...wah! Thank God!!! I saw Chelzee 'coz she's my classmate!!!!! and I don't wanna continue anymore 'coz there's nothing to say...only this...iii-Elizabeth's truly horrible this time...and oh yah!! My new adviser's Ms. Mhyn...argh!!! why does it have to be this way?!?!?!?...our classroom's at first floor and it's an out-of-place section since most of the third year classroom's at second floor...our co-out-of-place section is Agatha...and among the classrooms, it's the farthest from the Faculty room!!!!! But there's also good news!!! I met Ms. Celine during our dismissal time when Chynna, Gela, Nina & I were loitering around...gosh!! she really is a very good mommy!!! she even gave me an advice to be an honor student even though she's no longer my mommy...well, all I can say is this...
"Somebody lied to me,it just can't be,you can't be gone forever.Somebody got it wrong,you are gonna love me all my life.Where'd we good together,now I'm on my own,And I don't think I'll ever learn to live,one day alone.So I'm never gonna say goodbye,say goodbye, is something I can't bring my self to do.So I'll never gonna say goodbye,darling I know, part of me will always be with you.What am I gonna do?havin' you, is all I've ever wanted.Where am I gonna go,to feel the way I felt inside your arms?Still my life is better,lovin' you as I do,Thank's for being with me darling thank's,for being you. So I'm never gonna say goodbye, say goodbye, is something I can't bring myself to do. So I'll never gonna say goodbye, darling I know, part of me will always be with you..."
Joanne was here @ 3:48 PM
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Pangarap na Bituin
Junior theme song by Sharon Cuneta
Saang sulok ng langit ko matatagpuan
Kapalarang 'di natitikman
Sa pangarap lang namasdan
Isang lingon sa langit at isang ngiting wagas
May talang kikislap, gabay patungo sa tamang landas
Unti-unting mararating kalangitan at bituin
Unti-unting kinabukasan ko'y magniningning
hawak ngayo'y tibay ng damdamin
Bukas naman sa aking paggising
Kapiling ko'y pangarap na bituin
Ilang sulok ng lupa, may kubling nalulumbay?
Mga sanay sa isang kahig, isang tukang pamumuhay
isang lingon sa langit, nais magbagong-buhay
Sa ating mga palad nakasalalay ang ating bukas
Unti-unting mararating kalangitan at bituin
Unti-unting kinabukasan ko'y magniningning
hawak ngayo'y tibay ng damdamin
Bukas naman sa aking paggising
Kapiling ko'y pangarap na bituin...oh
Unti-unting mararating kalangitan at bituin
Unti-unting kinabukasan ko'y magniningning
hawak ngayo'y tibay ng damdamin
bukas naman sa aking paggising
Kapiling ko'y pangarap na bituin
Bukas naman sa aking paggising
Kapiling ko'y pangarap na bituin
Junior premieres tomorrow, June 14, 2006 only here at Angelic Eyes
Joanne was here @ 4:03 PM
