Friday, September 22, 2006
episode 6part 1
Honestly, I don't know what to post now. My life is like so ruined.
I got my card. Can't believe I'm Top 1 of Elizabeth. I thought I can't be a candidate anymore because of that CAF [=p]...First friday mass...I'm one of the song leaders since the peepz who are included in the singing contest should be the song leaders...before the mass, I met Freshman friends...Katy, Germay*spell* & Kim...also my co-competitors in the singing contest...Katy sang solo in The Power of Love...I was like getting scared to compete with her...Almost everybody says that she's maarte.. for me, I don't think so...mabait nga xa eh!!!...but if ever that's true, well, i can't judge a person you know...Also this day, I didn't know that there's an elimination in the contest...From 21 down to 8 contestants...I wasn't able to prepare really...I just borrowed Klang's CD...and sang 'Reflection'...for me, that was my worst performance ever...much to my surprise, I still got in the final 8 contestants...only ranked 7[wait a sec, that's Nazario's favorite number...grrrr...that number sucks!!!]...Vina & I got in for the Juniors...[Freshman Idol and the runner-up huh?!]...Unfortunately, Klang and PK wasn't able to got in the 8...Most of us who got in are the seniors...
On the other side of the story, I'm facing also with very terrible trials and difficulties right now. My grades are slipping up seriously...Especially AP and Chem...I don't wanna talk about why...this is so related to Nazario...until now, he still don't want to talk to me...and I admit it...I'm so affected by the way he acts...I wonder what went wrong...he wasn't like that before...It's okay if he doesn't like me back but deadma is the greatest rejection for me...Wanna know what happened? Well, I had this crazy idea of snapping him off at my testimonial to his best friend[Friendster] for deleting his testimonials to me...then suddenly he revenged me...2 times...first....he made a testi to his best friend...then at his blog...as if he's saying that I'm the worst person he ever met...I wonder...except for that incident, what did I do to him that made him turn into a 'devil'?! He even calls me a b*t*h...I wish I followed my resolution strictly...I wish I ignored his first compliment to me...I wish I wasn't killed by my conscience when I ignored his compliments...And I wish I didn't let him come into my life...
But while I'm having trouble with Nazario, Ivan's with me these days...he's also included in the variety show...2 b continued on part 2...
Joanne was here @ 6:12 PM
