Monday, October 30, 2006
episode 7I was afraid this time would come...facing my consequences for violating two resolutions...no boys allowed & no singing in public...
one of my resolutions is no boys allowed...the most important resolution...and i violated it...why did I have to let Nazario enter my life?!...I admit it...I regret it...I knew what I did was right when I snobbed him during CL/V class[see episode 4]...we were taking notes that time...I went near him 'coz I couldn't see the acetate from my seat...and suddenly he gave me compliments...remember? Freshman Idol?...ang ganda daw ng suot ko nun...ang galing ko daw kasi magaling na akong kumanta, matalino pa...tapos idol na daw nya ako...something like that...I want to entertain him but i remembered my resolution so instead I snobbed him...then he said sorry 'coz he was wacky...and I told him to just keep quiet 'coz we should be copying...but then I was killed by my conscience for snobbing him...so I promised not to snob him again...but then I remembered his compliments...I was flattered but I shouldn't be...only to find out that I'm falling for him and let him enter my life...we became so close to each other...then suddenly he started ignoring me...I hated myself for letting things happen...now I'm longing for him...only to receive a dreadful message from him...he told me that he loves somebody else...and my grades went down a lot because I keep on thinking about him...now this is the consequence that I'm facing...Nazario, just in case you're reading this...there's just one thing that you should know...know your real vocation...if you don't like a girl then don't let her like you...or if you want to be a priest then don't look at girls okay?!...i know you have a very high pride but you should know that...
another resolution that I violated...no singing in public...I accidentally joined the singing contest...now the consequence is...I lost the contest...I didn't even reached 3rd place...no regrets really but it hurts you know...
Elizabeth peepz got better compared to the previous episode...Felipe no longer bugs me that much...he still do but not that offending...Monique also...well...I don't really care if she backfights me or what...I'll just get even if she gets worse again...DJ...be a gentleman more...hm...even Daqui's irritated at him...Jayne...I admit it...She's starting to get to my nerves...she just don't know how I feel because she has never been in love...can't believe my own friend could do this to me...basta...kontrabida xa sa lovelife ko...lalo na kay Puppyluv...i hated it when she stopped me for looking for Puppyluv again when he came back [look below]
I just got close to Ate Ai these days...It's her debut already on Nov. 11...of course I'm invited...all I can say is she's nice to be with...same with Daqui...though she likes a belt for her birthday...hm...I'll just make a bracelet for her...it looks like a belt anyway...hehe...same also with Alexis and Kimmie...
Bout my studies...well...it's not that good I admit it...i flunked 2 quizzes in Chem...1 quiz in CAF and 1 quiz in Geom...AP's fine since I'm usually the highest in the class...like I said I'm facing the most terrible consequence right now that's affecting my grades...good thing the candle I made was just in time for checking...so sad...I might be dropped from the Candidates for honors...NO!!! keep believing!!!! I know I can still make it...I promise I won't let any boy come into my life again...
ooh!!!! someone came back...someone very special in my life...hmm...no one can really take his place...sorry Nazario!!!!...I'm totally over you...and I can't wait for summer to forget you completely...I admit it...I thought you were the one who can take his place because I thought you're just like him...but I'm completely wrong...in fact, you're the weirdest person that I ever met in my entire life...i don't bother bothering you anymore...and don't even think that I like you that much...don't talk to me and don't come back into my life again!!!!!!...who's that person?!?!?...DUH!!! It's Puppyluv...when I saw him, he knocked me off my feet...that's last Friday...the last day of exams...I went down from second floor for assembly then suddenly while I was walking [the middle part]...the Agatha peepz was like saying "Hi Sir!!!"...I was wondering...Sir who?...then I saw him...and said 'hi!' he came back!!!!...I don't care what people were saying about me...I just liked that moment even if he didn't talk to me that much...we were taking the exams already...the he passed by our classroom...good thing I'm near the window...he went near the window next to me...then said 'hi' again...thanks Puppyluv...even if I can't have you anymore...you mend my broken heart...now I can face the world again...no more the consequences...I'm totally me again...thank you Puppyluv!!!!!
Joanne was here @ 2:16 PM
Monday, October 02, 2006
episode 6part 2
Happy mode:
While I'm having trouble with Nazario, Ivan's with me these days. He's also included in the variety show. In the AVR, we, singing contestants practiced. Then suddenly the 3rd yr. dancers came. And I was so surprised to see Ivan again and I don't know why I felt so happy to see him again.
I had trouble with singing 'Say that you love me' since the minus one that mom and I bought was the version of Regine Velasquez. GOSH! Anyway, Sir. Danny suggested that I should change my song since the song don't really fit me and he already considered a VCD Karaoke..Yaaaaay!!!! So I changed my song. I'll sing now 'How am I supposed to live without you'..the female version [the male version was sang by Michael Bolton]..I forgot the singer of the female version [SOWEE!!!]..the song's kinda old already that's why...and I dedicate that song to Nazario..just don't ask anymore okay?!..
Sad mode:
Argh!!! Grades are slipping up!!!!! I flunked the 3rd quiz in Chem...again!!!...and CAF also...I only got a 14/20...but thank God I'm kinda improving in CAF...that's my lowest score so far...
Frustrated mode:
ARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! What the heck is wrong with my Elizabeth family?!?!??!?!?! Do I even belong to this section?!?!? Tell me!!!!!!! What's wrong with you!!!!!! Why are you doing this to me?!?!?!? Wala naman akong ginagawang masama sa inyo ah!!!!! I really had enough with you guys!!!!!!
Oh yah!!!! Before I continue, unlike other people who don't mention names in the internet because they still respect the person...well, I'm sorry!!!! I'm not like that!!!!! This is my blog so I MENTION NAMES!!!!!!....
should I continue?!??!....well, I admit it...I'm only a human who makes mistakes...sometimes I'm not that innocent in the classroom...yes I know....I usually tell the boys that they just wanna flirt with me whenever they're around me [it's just a joke]...And I can still remember those boys whom I told that to...Jerome, Jomar, Miggy, Daniel, Francis...I understand why Jerome, Miggy and Francis is already discriminating me...FINE!!!!!....
But Felipe?!?!?!?!....Oh please!!!!! Just stop doing this to me!!!!!! [to Felipe...just in case you're reading this right now...]...I understand that you're such a jerk to do such things to me but it's already abusing you know...I know I accidentally touched your *****...and I'm sorry I didn't mean it...If you're just trying to revenge for what I did then I think that's so enough...ENOUGH IS ENOUGH ALL RIGHT?!?!...I just did that to you once and it's not even intentionally...but what you're doing to me is more than once...Please!!!! What you're doing to me is not nice anymore!!!! SO STOP IT!!!!! STOP DISCRIMINATING ME!!!!! STOP DESTROYING MY LIFE!!!!!....
Oh yah!!! 2 more persons...Monique and DJ...
[to Monique first]...What the heck is wrong with you?!?!...Maybe you're forgetting that talking during quizzes is considered cheating...and you should know the lessons that we're taking up right?! Then why are you asking me what is perpektibo [aspekto ng pandiwa] with Felipe while we're taking the quiz?! And why do you even have the nerve to say na madamot ako when I didn't answer your question?! Then just because I just got a 14/20 doesn't mean that you have the right to say yuck! to my score...and don't even say that makapal ang mukha ko....for your info....mas makapal po ang mukha mo!!!...at least ako kahit ganun ung score ko, hindi aq cheater!!!! hindi ako katulad mo!!!!!
[to DJ]...I had enough with you!!!!!! LAGI MO NA LANG AKONG BINABARA!!!! NAKAKA-IRITA NA KASI EH!!!!!!! ANO BANG GINAWA KO SA'YO?!?! WALA NAMAN DIBA?!?!?!? HINDI KO NAAALALA NA KASAMA KA SA MGA SINABIHAN KO NA NAGPAPAPANSIN SA AKIN!!!!!!! SA DINAMI-DAMI NG PAMBABARA MO SA AKIN, TINAMAD NA AKONG I-TYPE KUNG ANONG KLASENG PAMBABARA YUNG MGA YUN!!!!!...YOU'RE SO BIASED!!!!!!....Treat me fairly naman like your other friends because I'm not doing anything to you...In fact, I even help you when you need help eh!........
oh yah!!! with regards to Akeem.......you're kinda irritating me already...what you're doing to me is still not that bad but please stop it....it's irritating you know...
oh yah!!! I almost forgot my resolution concentrate only with myself.. i'm not gonna entertain peepz who keep on discriminating and biasing me...i don't care what you say about me anymore...and who are you to judge me like that?!...as if you know me very well...but okay!!...i don't really care about you peepz...anyone who tries to destroy my Junior life...especially those peepz whom I mentioned here...verbally or non-verbally...i don't really care...i'll just get even if it's really needed
Normal mode:
I don't know...I just hate this lonely life...If only I can control time then I'll fast it forward to summer...I'm still thankful to God...In spite of all the trials that I meet everyday...at least I still have friends to be with...Jayne, Cza, Nina, Chynna, Danielle, Danix and Joshua...thank you very much...I mean it...Thanks to typhoon Milenyo...I had a 5-day vacation without school...only it's a great disadvantage[no electricity, water, phone and cable...but it's okay]...Maybe God knew I needed a break...Thank you Lord...and thank You for reminding me that Mama Mary and my guardian angel is always with me...and also one more thing...I miss Fab 5...
Wish me luck in the singing contest....
I'm so surprised...I will also sing a number in the variety show...[triplet with Ivan and PK]...wow!! I'm excited!!!....guess what we're gonna sing...it's Breaking Free...from High School Musical...wow!!! love that!!!
Well...wish me luck in my life...I hope the next episode's a much lighter burden to carry...
Joanne was here @ 1:46 PM
