Saturday, November 25, 2006
episode 8Nov. 1-5...life without school is much better...just like summer...no study pressure, no peer pressure, no Felipe, Monique, DJ and Nazario to ruin my day and definitely problem free...In fact, I almost forgot Nazario and moments with him...I get to communicate with Fab 5 again...But it's just a sembreak...it's not yet summer...
Nov. 6...back to school...welcome back study pressure, peer pressure, Felipe, Monique, DJ, Nazario...*sigh*...start of 3rd quarter...new seat plan...goodbye Daqui!...hello Kimmie and Alexis!!!...Kimmie sits in front of me...Ate Ai sits at my back...nothing really...Jayne still seats far away from me...Some of us (including me) received already an invitation for Ate Ai's debut...I'm one of the 18 wishes...*gawd*...suddenly I don't feel like going to her debut anymore...Is Nazario gonna come? Hope not!...
Nov. 9...ARGH!!!! I hate TLE class this quarter...our new teacher is Ms. Wendy...but I never thought that she's gonna teach lessons like Love & Dating?!?! WTH!!!!!!
Nov. 10...Hmph! Nazario's going to Ate Ai's debut too...Alvin told me he's going to come...so I said that I may not come anymore...would you imagine what Nazario even said...
Alvin: oi!! Pupunta daw si Joanne kung hindi ka pupunta
Nazario: PUPUNTA AKO B*TCH!!!
Is he gonna kill me or what?! I had second thoughts of not going anymore...But okay I'm gonna come!...it's for Ate Ai anyway...not for Nazario nor for me...
Nov. 11...Ate Ai's debut...A VERY BAD DAY FOR ME...it started when Alvin started to text me during the debut...until he started to text me something like these (i doubted if Alvin is still the one whe texted me like these):
"Gumba, Gumba!!!!" (I replied...'grrrrrrrrr!!!!')
"WAAA! Joanne panget!!!!" (I replied...'LOOK ON THE MIRROR FIRST!!!!')
"Ah kaya pala ang panget ng nkkta ko sa salamin kasi ikaw yung nkkta ko!!!" (I got mad already at this and I wanted to go home already)
"Sorry! I was just telling the truth!" (ARGH!!!! WHAT THE F***!!!!)
Before I went home, I saw Alvin and Nazario...I should have slapped them on the face...But I don't have time for that...Besides, it's against my resolution concentrate only with myself and somewhat connected to 'no boys allowed'...And besides, there's no such thing as an ugly person...if there is, maybe that person's just messed up...
Nov 13...HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATE AI!!!!...I told my friends what those guys have done to me...Daqui wanted to help me by texting them with so vulgar words...well, I kinda agree anyway because they deserve it...Alvin told me already who texted those things to me...I knew it's not him...here's the people who texted me such things...
Miguel: "Gumba, Gumba!!!!"
Akeem: "WAAA! Joanne panget!!!!"
Akeem: "Ah kaya pala ang panget ng nkkta ko sa salamin kasi ikaw yung nkkta ko!!!"
Francis/Nazario: "Sorry! I was just telling the truth!"
I really want to agree with Daqui...
Bwict kayong mga lalake kayo!!!!!! Ano bang ginawa ko?!...Wala naman diba?! Kung meron man, matagal ko nang tinigil yun...Pero di bale...hahayaan ko na lang ang karma ang magparusa sa inyo...goodluck na lang!
Alvin even told me that Nazario want me to cry...well sorry Nazario! I can't do that...I obey the resolution 'no crying in public'...I'll make you cry first before me...
UHHHH!!!!! Okay!!! Enough! Concentrate only with yourself...
Nov. 16...Ate Ai left for Japan...oh well! She'll be back soon...Ms. Mhyn chose me to represent Elizabeth for Battle of the Brains...well, I just won 3rd place 'coz I didn't study...oh well! Congratz to Grace (Jerome) for winning!...Gela represented Thomas...nothing really!
Nov. 18...Argh! My hand got hit by a boiling water!
Nov. 20-23...WAAAH!!!!!! I tend to sleep even though I haven't done with any assignment yet....ARGH!!!! What's happening to me?!?!?!?...I hate myself for being too lazy!!!!!!!WAH!!!! Please God change this attitude of mine!!!!!!! Happy Birthday Me-an!
Argh!! PE class sucks!!!!!! I failed in 2 practical tests already!!!! No!!! Don't give up!!! Practice more and you'll succeed!!!
Nov. 24...I'm so happy!!!!! Monique and Nazario's absent...Alvin told me that Nazario's in San Carlos Seminary...But am I really happy?!...I admit it...It's a mixed emotion...Happy because somehow he doesn't ruin my day...Sad because he's really going to be a priest (WTH!)...It's my heart that's speaking right now...In spite of the bad things that he has done to me?! Why do I still feel sad?!...I should be happy right?! Now that he's going to be a priest someday...he's finally out of my life...Somehow I'm disappointed at him...don't he feel embarassed?! He wants to be a priest but what he's doing to me is worse than a devil would do...he sucks!...I'm hating myself for falling in-love with him...I just want him out of my life...........
Now I'm here...left with worries and anxiety...I'm facing very terrible trials right now...I just want it out...I want summer back again!!!!! =(
Joanne was here @ 10:22 AM
