Saturday, March 10, 2007
episode 12final episode
part 1
So yeah!!! The real battle has come.
This time, I'm no longer battling with my classmates in Elizabeth who are almost not human beings. I'm no longer battling with those peepz there who keeps on treating me like I should not be respected. I'm no longer battling with Nazario who keeps on bugging my mind though we're apart and we treat each other like we're stangers to each other.
This is the real battle because I'm battling now with the Candidates for Honors. Oh yah! Do you know who they are?! Here goes:
Josette
Ais
Mia
Jai
DJ
Thea
Grace
April
Ysobel
Gosh!!!! do you think I can win in this battle of very nerdy peepz?! Whenever I'm with them I feel like I'm a flunker...their grades are so high I can't reach it...I know we're only 10 but I don't know...the tension's still there...Ms. Rey [vice principal] told us that just because we're candidates doesn't mean that we're honor students automatically and I got scared because of that...Dammit!!!!!!!! Can I still make it to the honor with those peepz?!?!?!
Okay stop the drama!!! We had our written and oral interview in English and Filipino as usual...and I hate it..I was told that my thoughts weren't organized...of course my co-candidates answered it just right...
Then of course...we had our early periodical tests...T_T...CAF & Chem's not that good...thank God I got perfect in Trigo...
I don't know...I'm just scared and afraid and everything now...what if I'm not included in the honor?!...what if I can't have a scholarship in college?!...it's my future we're talking about here...I wanna cry but I can't show everyone that I'm weak...I have to be strong...I can't do anything now but to wait for the announcement of the honor students...Lord please!!! I know you'll help me make it if it's Your will...may Your will be done...
Joanne was here @ 10:52 AM
