Saturday, March 24, 2007
episode 12part 2
episode finale
A new problem came about...I received a yellow slip calling for my parents and Ms. Myrla and Ms. Annie wanna talk to them about my academic performance in Chem...the next day, my dad came and first talked with Ms. Myrla...she said that my final grade in Chem is 84...and my periodical result is 82%...which will disqualify me from the honor...then Ms. Annie came and discussed with my dad about my quizzes...I got a 0/20 in quiz 1 right?! [see previous episode]...and my other quizzes are passing but still low...so there...they have agreed that if I take a retest in quiz 1, my grade would reach 87 which is just right for an honor student...so I took the retest...my faith was tested here...I think I'm not gonna get perfect in this retest...is there a %Y that exceeds 100%?!...none right?!...and I got an impossible answer...
the next day...many peepz caught me crying so hard...I even cried in front of Ms. Galang and Ms. Rey...the only thing that left is to cry with blood in front of Sr. Guia...that's how hard I cried...but I was still hoping that I got perfect there...a miracle happened...Ms. Mhyn told me that I got perfect in the retest and my final average was still computed...
last Monday, Sr. Guia announced the Honor students...I got nervous and I cried again but Shayne and Patty's there...my Margaret family...and wow!!! What a miracle!!! Sr. Guia mentioned my name...I MADE IT TO THE HONOR!!!!...yes!!!
Yesterday was the recognition day...too glad that I made it to the honor...I would just like to thank everyone who was always there for me...Thank you iii-Elizabeth...your uncivilized attitudes has made me stronger...Thank you Nazario...I know it looks ironic to thank you...but even if you played with my heart, i still wanna thank you because I was challenged by it...studying with a broken heart was hard...but still...I survived and made it...Thanks to my friends...Ate Ai, Alvin, Kimmie, Denz and even Jayne...thank you in a way, you played a special part in my life...Thank you Ms. Annie...you were pressured in going to Australia but still...you gave me a chance to have the retest to make it...Thank you to my dear advisers...Ms. Mila, Ms. Celine and Ms. Mhyn....thanks for all your support...most especially thanks Ms. Mhyn...pinaglaban mo talaga ako para makapasok ako sa honor...thanks so much...together with Ms. Celine and Ms. Mila as well...Ms. Celine...thank you for fighting for me until the end...I wasn't able to make it when you were my adviser but look at me now...I made it...Thanks also to the rest of my teachers...in such a way, you have supported me...thanks so much...thanks also to my parents for their support...and of course, thanks to God Almighty...You never let me go in spite of my so many sins and in spite of my trials during the school year...Thanks to all of you
This isn't the end...this is just the beginning...so wish me luck in the next school year...
Joanne was here @ 11:49 AM
Saturday, March 10, 2007
episode 12final episode
part 1
So yeah!!! The real battle has come.
This time, I'm no longer battling with my classmates in Elizabeth who are almost not human beings. I'm no longer battling with those peepz there who keeps on treating me like I should not be respected. I'm no longer battling with Nazario who keeps on bugging my mind though we're apart and we treat each other like we're stangers to each other.
This is the real battle because I'm battling now with the Candidates for Honors. Oh yah! Do you know who they are?! Here goes:
Josette
Ais
Mia
Jai
DJ
Thea
Grace
April
Ysobel
Gosh!!!! do you think I can win in this battle of very nerdy peepz?! Whenever I'm with them I feel like I'm a flunker...their grades are so high I can't reach it...I know we're only 10 but I don't know...the tension's still there...Ms. Rey [vice principal] told us that just because we're candidates doesn't mean that we're honor students automatically and I got scared because of that...Dammit!!!!!!!! Can I still make it to the honor with those peepz?!?!?!
Okay stop the drama!!! We had our written and oral interview in English and Filipino as usual...and I hate it..I was told that my thoughts weren't organized...of course my co-candidates answered it just right...
Then of course...we had our early periodical tests...T_T...CAF & Chem's not that good...thank God I got perfect in Trigo...
I don't know...I'm just scared and afraid and everything now...what if I'm not included in the honor?!...what if I can't have a scholarship in college?!...it's my future we're talking about here...I wanna cry but I can't show everyone that I'm weak...I have to be strong...I can't do anything now but to wait for the announcement of the honor students...Lord please!!! I know you'll help me make it if it's Your will...may Your will be done...
Joanne was here @ 10:52 AM
